Here's a sentiment I was trying to express less than 24 hours ago. This expresses it much better, though it's still a bit off (and overdramatic). I stole this from a chunk of poetry in kobold's journal. He writes and draws Something Positive.
I am at my loneliest when I have something to celebrate and try to share it with those I love but who don't love me back. There's always silence at the end of the phone -